Adventures of a Shockingly Average 30-Something

Dear Candis, I don't even know how long it's been since I've "written" to you on here.  I don't want to get my hopes up because nothing is set in stone yet, but I might get to see you again some time this summer!  I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but I can't help it.  It's been two and a half years since you and your mommy moved away. It's been two and a half years since the last time I saw you.  And a lot has happened in those two years -- mostly the fact that you've grown up!  Mommy uploads pictures of you on her facebook page, and I see how grown up you've gotten, but I still think of you as the tiny almost-two-year-old you were the last time I saw you.  I guess I've grown up a bit since then too - I'll be 22 in October - but growing up from 19 to 21 isn't as big a difference as growing up from 2 to 4 is. I really hope things work out, and that you guys do get to come up for a few days.  I'm so excited to see yo...

Based on some things my grandma said to me today, I'm pretty sure she knows the link to this blog and, knowing her, she probably has it bookmarked on her computer, despite the fact that I wish she didn't. I know I don't post that much lately anyway, but I think I'm going to start posting less.  And the posts I do post are going to be a lot less personal.  For a while anyway.  Here's the thing.  I know  it's a blog and it's on the internet, and anyone  could be reading it.  But I'd rather have complete strangers reading it than having close family members reading it.  So as much as I love this blog, and as much as I love writing on here, I'm done for now.  It's been a good three years, but if my family members can't accept - and respect - the fact that I don't want them reading this , then... Bye, I guess.