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More Than An Umbrella

I don't have too many things that my dad got me.  I have the collection of spoons he would always get me whenever he went anywhere (he would buy thimbles for my sister).  I have the multi-tool he bought for me when I first started up at Potsdam.  I'm sure some of the t-shirts or DVDs or CDs I have were birthday/Christmas gifts from him, but I don't remember which.  I have a purple umbrella he bought for me, another thing for when I started at Potsdam.   It's stupid, I remember telling him, I won't need or use it!  but he bought it anyway, and four years later... it's broken.  And I don't think it can be fixed. And I cried.  I cried over a broken umbrella.  I cried over more than just  a broken umbrella.  I cried because it's one less thing I have from him.  It's one less thing I have that has a memory about him attached to it.  I know he's watching over my siblings and I.  I know he smiles when we succeed and I know...