Adventures of a Shockingly Average 30-Something

My art class. I give up on it. I'm not going to pass the class no matter what at this point, so there's really no point in doing it anymore. I have a 10 page paper due in that class on November 10th, and even if I do good on the paper, I'm not going to do good on the next test or the final, which means I won't pass the class. So why write the paper if I'm going to fail the class anyway? I'm to the point where I'm done with this class. I'm done. I give up. I'm not writing the paper. I'll still go to class, whatever, but I'm not doing the paper. I'm just so done with that class. I don't care about it anymore. I need to focus on my other classes and stop stressing over art. Because this art class doesn't matter. But my other classes do. So, art class, I'm done with you. In other news, it's Halloween today!!! :D Which means, obviously, that I'm wearing wizard robes today. You guys should know by now, I loo...

*talking to my specialization advisor about why I'm in the art class that I'm in.* Me: I dunno really, my other advisor just said I needed it so I said ok. Advisor: hmm.... *looks something up* You're probably in it because you need the WC. Me: What's WC? Advisor: Western Civilizations Me: .... I took a Western Civ class. Advisor: No, you.... Me: At [my other school]. I took it over the summer. Advisor: *looks something up* Oh, oh. You do already have your WC. I don't know why your other advisor said you needed it. It doesn't look like you do. Me: So... I know I need the art credit, and I honestly don't think I'm going to pass this class. I mean, I S/U'd it so it wouldn't affect my GPA, but I don't think I'm going to pass it.. So is there a different art class I could take that isn't.... anything like this one? Advisor: Well.... it looks like there's an Intro to Drama course you could take instead... but talk to you...

Dear Candis, It's been 8 months since you left New York. Well, exactly 8 months yesterday. I didn't forget, I just had no time to sit and write to you. I'm sorry, princess. I still miss you, baby girl. I think I always will. You were such a big part of my life for almost two years, and you being in my life changed me for the better. Well, you and Nathan and TT and Cameron. Not Cameron as much as the others, because he's older and not at Grammy's house as often. But you especially. You're so special to me, Candis Jade. I can't believe it's been eight months already. I wish I could stop counting the months like this, but I can't. Yet, anyway. Maybe in time, but not now. Now, around the 21st of each month, I can't help but to think about you and to hope you're doing ok and to hope more than anything in the world that you're happy. That's all I want, Candis, is for you to be safe and happy and loved. Sometimes, I think abo...

Ok, I have a lot to write, and not a lot of time to write it in. I have an 8AM class tomorrow, so I have to get up around 6:30ish. Which means I have to get to bed around 10:30ish. Ok anyway. Enough time talking about time. I'M TWENTY NOW!!! Ok, so I've been 20 for a week now... but yeah. Last time I wrote here, I was 19. Now I'm not. Because I'm 20. I was glad to spend my birthday at home. We celebrated it the night before at my grandparents house so that my aunt and uncle could go. We had steak!! Yummm! Then on my birthday, I went apple picking with a couple friends and then had lasagna (favorite food EVER) for dinner. Got back to school on the 11th, and then on the 13th (I think it was the 13th, anyway?) my friends here threw me a surprise party, which was awesome and fun. :) Got a 95 on my history midterm (Yeahhhhhhh!!!!!!) which is so freaking AWESOME!!! I hate history, and it's really not my best class (I've been averaging about a 75 on the q...

So... the days need to be like 4 hours longer. Break is Friday (we leave at like 5 at night, so I'll be home around 10), so I have to get everything that has to be done done tomorrow. So, along with 2 classes and a lab, I also have to do laundry, study images for art, and do my geography assignment for history. And at some point, it might be a good idea to eat lunch and dinner. Laundry is gonna take 38 minutes for the washer and 60 minutes for the dryer. But I can study while I do laundry. But EVERYONE is planning on doing laundry tomorrow, so I might end up doing it at like 10 at night. Or 11. I don't even know. And history has to be done in the history lab, I think. And it's probably gonna take like 2 and a half or 3 hours to do... So let's just assume 3. Cuz that's probably right. And studying for art has to get done sometime... hopefully. Ahhh I need more time! I need more hours in the day!