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Another year over, a new one's just begun

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Goodbye 2012, hello 2013. I don't even know what I did in 2012... - I tried to take a picture everyday , but that lasted about two months before I gave up on it. - I spent way too much time being angry.  Too much time being bored. - I did the cinnamon challenge. - I got more interested in photography . - I let myself get way too stressed out over school, and got the good grades to prove it. - I lost a friend , but that friendship had been heading south for a while.  I had to let it go.  I was just getting myself hurt trying to keep that friendship what it once was, but it was one-sided and painful.  It was way past time to let go. - I made awesome new friends! - I saw James Taylor in concert with my grandma, which really wasn't that  bad.  Even though I don't really like most of his music. - I was more active in the clubs I'm in at school, especially Harry Potter Alliance.  I helped ou...

The future... it's scary.

Oh hey, I'm FINALLY considered a senior. And I have 100 completed hours at college. And 90% done with my degree. Buttttt I still have two years until I'm done.  Next semester (Spring 2013)- Blocks 1, the semester after that (Fall 2013)- Blocks 2, the semester after that (Spring 2014)- student teaching, and then the semester after that (Fall 2014)-Finishing up the last few classes I'll still have to take (because with your blocks classes, you can only do 1 other class. So I'll have like 3 classes I still need and then I'll just end up taking like 2 other random classes so I have enough credits to be a fulltime student). And then I have to get my masters, which I read is gonna take 2-3 years to do. 4 or 5 more years of school left. I'm 21 years old.  Which means I won't be done with school until I'm either 25 or 26. Does thinking about the future ever terrify you?  Because I know it can't be just me.  There's so much a...

Ugh. People.

I can't wait for this semester to end.  I'm sick and tired of people.  I'm tired of the way people act towards each other.  I'm tired of drama.  Honestly, I'm just tired .  I want to go home and be home and sleep in my own bed.  I want home cooked food.  I want to see my mom.  I want to play with my cat and cuddle with him and sleep in my bed at night with him curled up next to me.  I want to lounge around and do nothing.  I want to not have to worry about school or homework or anything.  I want to be away from people.  I want to see my friends.  I want... to be home.  Typical end of the semester finals week feelings, I guess.