Just keep on making my life amazing, k?

I'm at school right now, sitting outside the library, where it's supposed to be quiet but never actually is, typing this up on my laptop. And I'm in the most amazing mood ever. God I love it when she talks to me. For an hour this morning, maybe a little bit longer, we talked. Just the two of us for a while. It could've been a dream.

Everything from nonsense outfit vs. just clothes right to the recent lgbt suicides was discussed between the two of us. We were serious. We were silly. We talked. And my day was made amazing. All day, since 8 this morning, I've been floating through the air. It's like I'm not all here because half my mind is going over and over and over this morning.

Some of my friends keep saying that they'll figure out who I like, that it won't be too hard to find out who "he" is. Problem is, for my friends who want to know who the "guy" I like is... is that it's not a guy I'm so head-over-heels for. I tell them "Look all you want, you won't guess who it is." I probably should tell them. I guess. About half my friends know anyway, and I know those who don't know won't really care anyway.

But anyway whatever. Just forget that for now.

Life is amazing today.

How does she do that? How is it that she has this amazing hold on me? God, everything. Her smile. Her laugh. Her incredible eyes. Her hair. Her voice. Her tattoos. Her everything. I don't even know how I managed to talk to her for so long today. It was so comfortable between us, so... I don't know... so right. Why does my stomach do cartwheels when she talks to me? Why does my mind go so blank when she says my name? Why do I get so shy and self-conscious when she's around? Why does my heart beat faster when all I do is look at a picture of her? She's just.... she's amazing. ♥♥♥♥