What to say, what to say...

I hate when I want to update this blog because I want to say something, but just don't know what. So I guess this entry is going to be a bit different from normal because I'm just writing the thoughts that pop into my brain as they happen, I guess.

I'm listening to Selena Gomez's song "A Year Without Rain" right now. And just now, writing the word "Rain," like 3 times I kept writing "Ryan." Somehow, having the song say Ryan just doesn't have the same... I dunno. Ya know? It's too different. And "Ryan" would just sound stupid. No offense to anyone named Ryan. But I dunno, I doubt it would even matter.

My dad is moving. To Alabama. Ok, and no offense to anyone who lives in Alabama, but why the heck would anyone move there on purpose?!? Yeahh, me and Nikki have already decided that we're never going to visit him while he lives there. It's too.... ugh. I don't even.. No. Just no.

David Cook's song "The Time Of My Life" just came on. I kinda like this song. Sometimes. But I hate some of the lyrics because they're just ridiculous. Like the whole "I've been looking for that magic rainbow" crap in the beginning. But I like the chorus. "blah blah blah.... more than a name or a face in the crowd. I know this is the time, the time of my life!" (The lyrics don't really say "blah blah blah", in case you didn't know. If they were, it would be a Ke$ha song.) I actually just set the lyrics to the beginning of that song as my facebook status, and I've got facebook open in another tab, and I keep glancing up at it to see if I have a notification because I want someone to like it. Because I kinda do. Even though I don't.

FIFTY-SIX DAYS UNTIL TAYLOR SWIFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But anyway... haha.

I don't wanna listen to this song. "Illegal" by Tim McGraw. I'm just gonna skip through until a song I want to hear comes on. I hate when I want to listen to music, but don't know what the heck I want to listen to.

Ghosts - Nick Lachey. No.

God Only Knows - Orianthi. No.

Paralyzer - Finger Eleven. No.

Hey Soul Sister - Train. Ehhh I like this song, but no.

I guess it doesn't matter anyway now, because Modern Family is on TV. It wasn't before, since mom was watching Idol. But she just put it on ABC. I love this episode. I love when Gloria tells Claire "it happened to me once, with another woman. And I was the one getting it. It hurt." and "taste my cupcakes." Hahahahhahahahaha. God I love this show. So much. So freaking much.

"Don't get mad at her, your wife's the one who just offered up her cupcakes." - Phil. Oh. My. God. This show kills me. I can watch the episodes again and again and again and not ever get tired of watching it.

I watched Glee last night. And liked it. But don't tell anyone. Because I always say that I don't like that show, and if people knew that I occasionally watched it and liked it, and if I still said I didn't like it, I'd sound like a hypocrite. And I can't take it back and say that I like it because then my friends who watch it and like it will be like "I told you so." And I hate when people do that. Well, joking around I don't care if people say it, but if they're serious then I hate it. I feel like I've written a lot, but at the same time, I didn't actually say anything. I just kind of rambled for a while.

I wish it was June 22nd. And July 15th. That's the Taylor Swift concert and the Harry Potter movie comes out.

"Do you know how many times you fell on your head? Do you?" - Alex. hahahahha ohhh Modern Family, how I love you. Is it wrong that I find Haley really attractive? I mean, the actress is older than me by a year. She looks younger than me, but she's actually older. I mean... God I hate trying to explain myself. Sometimes she looks really young, and then I don't think she's attractive. But other times she looks about my age, and that's when I think she's.... amazing.

And that actress who plays Gloria? Oh. My. Freaking. God. Could she get any hotter? When she says "you see everything" (about a "naked picture" that she sent Claire instead of Jay, but it wasn't really a naked picture, instead it was a mean email...) Ummmm..... yeahhhhh, you know what I'm thinking ;). Pretend you didn't just read this paragraph. Ok? Pretend I didn't write it. I could just delete it, and you'd never know. But I'm not going to. Because then it wouldn't.. I dunno... it wouldn't be... whatever. I don't even know what I'm trying to say. Just... pretend this whole paragraph never existed.

!!! A facebook notification!!! I'll be right back on here.

... it wasn't a "like" on my status. It was that one of my friends tagged me in a picture. :)

Modern Family is over now. So I guess I'm back to going through iTunes to find a song to listen to.

Hakuna Matata - Baha Men. No. Maybe if it was the original version, but this? just... no.

One Less Lonely Girl - Justin Bieber. No, not really. I like this song, but I just don't want to listen to it right now.

Heartbreaker - Mariah Carey. No.

Surfin' USA - Aaron Carter. No. His voice is so adorable in this, and I bet if mice could sing, they would sound like this. And I mean that in the nicest possible way. I swear.

Where's The Love - Hanson. No.

Ahhhhh why don't I want to listen to anything that comes on?!? This is SO annoying. I just want to listen to something. But I don't know what.

Barbecue Stain - Tim McGraw. No. I don't get it. I freaking LOVE this song. But I don't want to listen to it.

Lights - Journey. No. I don't really like this song. And it reminds me of... someone who I'd rather not be reminded of. Ever. I really should just delete all the Journey music I have (except for Don't Stop Believing) but... I dunno. I just... part of me doesn't want to.

One Thing - Finger Eleven. No. HOW is it that I have a bazillion Taylor Swift songs, and none of them have come on yet, but already both of the Finger Eleven songs I have have come on?

Colors of the Wind - Pocahontas. Yes. Finally, something I want to listen to. :)

Ok, I'm actually really time of typing now. So I'm gonna be done. BYEEEEE FOR NOW! :D