Life happens.
My student loans are literally going to kill me. Maybe not literally, that just brings to mind a bunch of pieces of paper chasing after me with knives. But either way, these monthly payments of $268 are going to be the death of me. The second payment is due February 12th, but I decided to just pay it now and not have to think about paying another one until after February 12th. Looking at my current bank account balance makes me so sad... I have enough in there right now to do one more payment... Being an adult and paying for my own things is expensive and I don't like it.
My hours at work got cut, so now it's even more part time than it was before... one day a week. Finding another job could not happen soon enough. I love the daycare so much and I'll be so sad to so goodbye to the kids, but I need to find something where I have more hours. I can't even almost pay back these loans with what I'm making right now, and that really really just sucks.
For the money challenge, right now I can only afford to put in small amounts. Like I said in a previous post on here, I was expecting that life would happen and that there would be weeks where I couldn't put in the amount I was "supposed" to. I don't want to give up on this challenge, not this early in the year. So I'm just putting in smaller amounts and checking those amounts off the list. I think I know what I want to do with the money, so I definitely don't want to give up.
But on the positive side - because I cannot let myself post nothing but negative things - I'm going to another place tomorrow to talk about a job position, so fingers crossed about that! Even if it's part time, if I can get more than one day a week, it'll be more than I have right now.. which would be really good.
My hours at work got cut, so now it's even more part time than it was before... one day a week. Finding another job could not happen soon enough. I love the daycare so much and I'll be so sad to so goodbye to the kids, but I need to find something where I have more hours. I can't even almost pay back these loans with what I'm making right now, and that really really just sucks.
For the money challenge, right now I can only afford to put in small amounts. Like I said in a previous post on here, I was expecting that life would happen and that there would be weeks where I couldn't put in the amount I was "supposed" to. I don't want to give up on this challenge, not this early in the year. So I'm just putting in smaller amounts and checking those amounts off the list. I think I know what I want to do with the money, so I definitely don't want to give up.
But on the positive side - because I cannot let myself post nothing but negative things - I'm going to another place tomorrow to talk about a job position, so fingers crossed about that! Even if it's part time, if I can get more than one day a week, it'll be more than I have right now.. which would be really good.
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