Dear Candis

Dear Candis,

This is another letter that you're never going to read, but I'm writing it anyway because I feel like this stuff needs to be said. It won't be as long as the other one I wrote you a while ago, but... yeah.

Candis, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry bad things happen. I'm sorry things aren't perfect, and aren't as good as I hoped they would be. I'm sorry I can't be with you right now. I'm sorry I'm up in New York, and that there's nothing I can do to help you and make things better. I'm sorry I couldn't see the truth. I'm sorry I was wrong. I'm sorry I can't just give you a big hug and make everything perfect. I hope they're shielding you from everything, as much as they can. I wish none of it happened. I wish I could make everything right again for you. I would give anything, Candis, for things to be good for you again.

Whatever happens, please know that you're loved. Know that you didn't do anything wrong. Know that nothing that happened was your fault.

I gave TT her birthday present a couple days ago. Do you remember my singing teddy bear? You and brother and TT played with it a lot around Christmastime. You and TT loved it so much. You both thought it was so cool. So I got TT one for her birthday. I think I might get you one for Christmas. Wow, it's only August, and I'm already thinking about Christmas presents for you kids. I bet the Dora jammies I got you last Christmas are too small for you by now; you've grown so much since then!

I miss you, little princess. I love you. You're so special, and I know things are going to get better. I know they are.

Love, your Kimberly.

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