This lack of sleep is catching up to me

Too many nights of staying up until 1 or 2 or 3 in the morning are finally starting to catch up to me. I'm so tired. Last night was an early night, meaning I went to bed before 2 in the morning. Probably around 1:30ish. It was a homework until midnight kinda night. And, also, eating dinner at 10 at night has got to stop. There's no way this is healthy/normal/whatever. But it's cuz I don't eat lunch until 3ish, cuz that's when my friend Sam and I are both free to eat together. And then I'm not hungry for dinner at a half-way normal time, so I just end up going to late night (which is from 10 - 1 (or 2??)) for dinner. Ughh..

On the plus side of staying up so late, I got all my homework that's due today done last night. Which means, for the first time all semester, I'm not doing physics homework on the morning it's due. Which is good. I really hope we get our 3rd test back today. I feel really good about it, and I feel like I hopefully did really good on it. (But I felt good about test 2 as well, and then I got a 73 on that one...) It was a take-home test (but then again, so was test 2). I thought it was easy. Hopefully that's good. Because otherwise, I just had no idea what I was doing. And that would suck, because the final is a week from tomorrow. We've had 3 physics tests so far. My grades on them have been 64 and 73. I don't know the third one yet. Obviously. Because I literally JUST said I hope I did good on it, and if I knew what I got, I wouldn't have to hope I did good. I just hope it's above an 80. God. Please. Our teacher said he'd drop the lowest test grade. Please let this test be above an 80. Please. If it's above an 80, and he drops the 64, that's going to help my grade so so SO much for that class.

The special at the sub place in the union today is pulled pork! I'm going to be SO disappointed if it's all sold out by the time I get lunch after physics (aka, at 3). Pulled pork is probably my favorite special that they do. (Actually, if you take "probably" out of that sentence, it's more accurate. Just so you know.) I've been waiting since forever for them to have pulled pork again.

Oh my God the semester is practically OVER. It's the last week of classes right now. And like.... I have one more psych class left. One more physics. One more history. No more labs. The last lab was last week, and this week it's just a review session for the final. I'm not going to art tomorrow, because it's a review session for the final, which I'm not taking because I'm going to fail the class no matter what. I'm so close to being done. This semester, classes-wise, was terrible. I'm pretty sure I can scrape an A in psych, or maybe an A-. A B in history. And maybe, if I'm lucky, a B- in physics. I'm getting a U in art, but that doesn't matter because it won't affect my GPA, and I'm gonna just do a different art class next fall. But next semester, my grades WILL be better. This semester, I slacked off and my grades show it. Next semester, school has to come first. I need good grades. Another semester of B's and possible C's is NOT happening.

Finals NEXT WEEK. Oh my god oh my god oh my god. Only 3, so that's not too bad.. but still. Finals. Psych on Monday at 2:45 in the afternoon. History on Wednesday at 5 at night. Physics on Thursday at 8 in the morning. I'm freaking out about the history and physics ones. History because it's SO much memorization, and physics because I have no idea what I'm doing in that class about 79% of the time.

Ahhhh I just want the semester to be over! I want it to be next semester. I don't want to go home for break. I don't want to spend 5 weeks at home. I just want it to be next semester already.